& i say,
Cause im not losing my war thats in my mind
and i will spread my wings and soar
and i will fly-and no i will never deny
whats in my heart whats in my life will be justified
the mean thoughts and cheap shots they will not weaken me
the mean thoughts and cheap shots well we're not weakening
The mean thoughts and cheap shots
the rocket summer
& the words she's said
Thursday, August 23, 2007
as i wandered along the streets, the tears fell down my cheeks.i didn't know where i was going, i was lost. i had no directions, i walked one big round.and when i finally reached, i had to get a scolding.thankfully i met someone who was nice enough to offer me a packet of tissues, instead of my own mum who said i was disgraceful. i walked for 1 whole hour, even when my legs and shoulders were crumbling. i was so tired, but i carried on searching.as i carried my erhu and my heavy bag walking around the whole of bishan, i only had those two things to rely on.and in the end, she didn't even apologise. we came back and she scolded me more. it was just a big mistake. i never felt so lost and hurt in my life.i've been made a fool of. and it doesn't feel good.how depressing. this is probably the worst day of my life.and i still have 3 tests tomorrow. fascinating.
