& i say,
Cause im not losing my war thats in my mind
and i will spread my wings and soar
and i will fly-and no i will never deny
whats in my heart whats in my life will be justified
the mean thoughts and cheap shots they will not weaken me
the mean thoughts and cheap shots well we're not weakening
The mean thoughts and cheap shots
the rocket summer
& the words she's said
Friday, September 28, 2007
i really don't like that mask.i really don't like it.i can't look to it for help, because i'm not sure when it will reply. at my weakest, it's not it, but some other people like ahyee who's always helping me somehow, and of course the Lord.Lord i pray for peace and calmness in my heart and mind, that you remove all fear from me and be with me.
Amen.
it was the one who offered its help.
but now, when i want to turn to it for help, i can't find it anywhere.
what am i supposed to do.
i'll admit it.
i'm afraid.