Cause im not losing my war thats in my mind
and i will spread my wings and soar
and i will fly-and no i will never deny
whats in my heart whats in my life will be justified
the mean thoughts and cheap shots they will not weaken me
the mean thoughts and cheap shots well we're not weakening
The mean thoughts and cheap shots
this is a story of a girl, who did not cry a river nor drown the whole world. she was just like your average girl, average looking, average personality, average results. she didn't really expect anything much besides having good results. until she went back and met Him, and went to a totally new enviroment. well, she still expected good results, but she became more playful, more outstanding, more outspoken, more bubbly, instead of just being the quiet girl next door. but someday, some things went wrong. and everything just fell apart. she got left out and singled out as a bad person. she didn't like it, not at all.
it was in a way, settled, but she still got left out at times.
yet, she kept quiet. she bottled it all inside.
her one true friend was probably Him.
she wanted to just tell her friend "why are you leaving me out. do you know how left out i feel? i don't want to be a spare tyre."
but she didn't.
she couldn't bring herself to.
was she being too nice?
to be continued ...
back from dance (3 hours continuously!) sigh im TIRED. tmr there's still carolling at NUH at 9. SIGH. but i feel abit of accomplishment (: cause i did some homework at HIS (: and at church (: YAY (: jiayous calida!
give me a hint, anything, to make me give up on you.
