& i say,
Cause im not losing my war thats in my mind
and i will spread my wings and soar
and i will fly-and no i will never deny
whats in my heart whats in my life will be justified
the mean thoughts and cheap shots they will not weaken me
the mean thoughts and cheap shots well we're not weakening
The mean thoughts and cheap shots
the rocket summer
& the words she's said
Monday, January 14, 2008
i'm so tired my eyelids are closing down and giving up on me.i don't want to give up but i'm struggling.Lord help me, please.and i hate the stupid smell of smoke that my father has in the house all day.i hate the way my brother keeps irritating me after i've had one whole long and tiring day.i hate how he doesn't appreciate what all of us are doing for him.i hate him for making me hate him.gahh take me.had lunch with
ruhua (joanna chuaaa) and
chee kueh 2 in 1 (jacobooi the JIALAT haha :D) then a whole big bunch of people came (let me try to remember-
ling nah, auntie on nah, ship, auntie pat, bennett, corinne, soapy, dexter, kenneth flower, dong dong, royston, leslie)
these guys had a fun time making fun of me i tell you. the
cheekueh and
ruhua were in some shop, i didnt wna squeeze inside so i stood outside. then i didnt know that they were standing right at the other side of cs so they started prank calling me- like once i was about to pick up my phone they put down. after i saw them i played along :D too bad luh. then i poked
royston! haha he damn funny.
"i'm innocent! i really dno anything! ahh!"he's really damn funny.
royston GHEYYYY hahahah! :DDD ooh poked
dong too then he got "cornered" by me o.O hahaha. cause he walked back and back and back into the space to go to lift and continuously said
"don't corner me don't corner me don't corner me!"oh the hilarity.
hahahahaha! it was super hilarious X)
sigh.
i can't send
cheekueh off on the
25th ):
and
royston's leaving for army on the
25th too.
GAHHH.
so irritating.
and i'm getting back my chinese Os results on
22nd.
Lord i pray i get an
A1.Amen.
to eunice and tessa (if you guys see this): sorry about my attitude today about the pinafore. it's just that .. nevermind. i'll rectify it anyway.